Sunday, December 27, 2009

my annoyings and comforts of the day

ugh i am so angry D= i am trying to change in to a better muslim and those i use to call "friends" are calling me oppressed!  just cause i wear a hijab now! i mean i don't see nobody calling a nun oppressed! i am being labeled as oppressed, and a nun on the other hand poised? im sorry, but thats really driving me to the edge. i almost felt like throwing shoes and cups Lmao

The other day i went to this lecture at my masjid, and the main topic was marriage. and it was really something beautiful, it made me WANT to get married right away lol i use to view marriage really badly. but the way they marriage works in islam is just so beautiful<3>

I was thinking about this the other day, and this picture hit me really hard. even though i was born a Muslim, i stopped practing for a while out of ignorance, and let me be the first to say, it was the darkest time of my life. i was so depressed and i just felt dead. but i started listing to lectures and opening my heart to find the truth. slowly i started to move towards Islam. and now i am happier then ever! i think the reason i even second guessed this beautiful way of life was that i didn't have enough knowledge. all i keep hearing was "you have to do this and this and this" and looking at the culture view of it. but once i looked in the Quran and Sunnah of Mohamed PBUH, i was so amazed and inspired. and i felt alive again. :) things become better for me, i work hard and i feel so much love from my new muslim friends. and i am more aware of this dunyah. 

salam alikum,
Wow i got to say this picture opened my eyes. i woke up this morning and sweet friend send me this. im the type thats always worrying about the way i look, which is VERY sad lol but this is very beautiful! and so true, good example to go by :)