Wednesday, January 6, 2010

my mother gave me some money to give to my teacher today... and i gave it to her... but one some friends presured me, i took the money back and my friends and i used it. its was $46 and i lost half of it while i was running. anyway my mother found out i skipped class and she asked my teacher did i give her the money. i came home and my mom confronted me.  i didnt tell her the whole truth. but shes already pretty upset, and told me shes sick and tired of me. and i feel so bad. and i feel like shit. i feel so bad, depressed and ugh. my friend didnt even care. they left me after we baought what they wanted. and then latter on they put on their myspace i'm stupid and stuff.  what does that tell me? i know who cares for me now. and i need to change, i need to take my deen seriously, listen to my mom and stay in school.  i am so disspointed in myself, my teacher my mother, and about every adult in my life lost their trust in me. i need do the right thing. i hope ill get all thier trust back soon. i realy need to work now.